Black Knights!!

Oh man! Black Party wuz AWESOME!!! Well, last friday was extremely unplanned, but turned out to be GREAT. Firstly, late thursday nite, Jesu calls me up n says, "hey, there's this company that's throwing a dinner for it's sales dept, and they need a two piece band." I was like, "sure bro, why not." So that was it, I & keith, representing Hardstrive performed unplugged @ Sunway Extreme park. It was juz around 8 songs, but the crowd loved it, n so did we. Besides, they were paying us a good amount. So, after the performance, we had a jug, n were wonderin', wat shall we do with the rest of the night? Should we juz have a couple of shots of vodka in my house while watchin' the game, or should we go bug clarance or somethin'. Hmmmm... then Jesu came up with the brightest idea ever!! (The brightest idea HE's ever come up with, actually...hehehehahaha) "Lets Go for Black Party." Without hesitatin', we made the necessary calls n left all the way, straight to Ruums, KL. There, we met with our fellow "Black Knight", Ms. Anns!! Haha, Black Knights UNITE!!! hehe
Damn, the party was superb, not juz talkin' bout the chicks now... hehe....The damn club is soooo HUGE!! We even got lost in it... But we managed to get around very well, after we consumed a couple of bottles of "Chilled, all fresh, black medicated fluid"... BELIEVE.....
haha.... The place was freakin' crowded. All you could see was BLACK!! Black Outfits, Black Lights, n Black Beverages.... Woa!! The only thing that was missing that nite were black ppl... haha, other than me.... hehe.... Juz kiddin!!
Met almost the whole world there.... Everyone i knew was there... CRAZY!!
Can you believe this, Keith, a person who really doesn't find stout attractive n tasty, was craving for more the next day....He's been recently ordained as fellow "Black Knight". hahaOh man, we were one of the last to leave, thanks to Ms. Anns... hahaha.... nah, juz kiddin... We weren't wasted.... ;)
Well, in case you're wonderin', what's black party? some kinda KKK, or illegal racist gatherin or somethin? haha.. Well, Black Party's a Guinness Party... Named after its ever famous Black beverage... hehe
Next friday would be kinda crazy, eh Black Knights? Yup, we may not be havin' the "black" beverage, but we'll definately be gettin' the "after-effects" hehe....This time we'll go country aight? Whiskey n Tequila!!! I'mma bringin' ma' guitar, n a jammin'... Yee haw! Black Knights gone West.... haha...

Oh btw, my mum got me this BEAUTIFUL, extremely lustful, 1895 J.D. No kiddin'... Its really dated 1895!! Its an old, 1 litre bottle... She got it from New York, but she doesnt drink, so its all mine...hehe. Hmmm... a whiskey that's well over 100 years old!! DAMN!!

Confused!!

Oh man, i haven't been able to sleep for so many nights now. Keep waking up in between coz got lots on my mind. I'm so worried, n so confused. I really miss my best friend so much. I dunno if all this was juz a big, huge misunderstanding, or izzit really foulplay. Whats goin on? Coz she seems to be hurt by the things i've said in my blog n what she's heard that i've done, n i'm hurt by what i've heard that she's done. So it cant be that anyone of us were wrong. Or maybe we were BOTH wrong. or maybe I AM wrong. OR everythings was juz misunderstood n misinterpreted. I dun wanna give up on such a valuable n treasurable friendship coz of a huge misunderstanding n misinterpretation. Should there be confrontation then?I think there should be closure, coz wat if i'm the one who's wrong but i cant see it. I need someone to show it to me. Wat if i'm wrong, then i'm blowing away the "best thing thats ever happened to me"(my friendship with her). I miss her. I still love her very much. I definately care bout her n her feelings.
What should i do? or rather, wat can i do? I'm so confused!

Well, was kinda in a tense mode last nite while watching the German game. Oh man, i was so frustrated that they didnt score yet! And who would have thougt, 1 minute into stopage time, n they scored! Damn, now thats SUPERNATURAL! haha Right on Germany!! Hail Hitler!!

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Anyway, juz wanna shout out to ma' espanyola Chicitas n senoras, Great job on the field last night! Gracias, i was hopin' for you guys to win. Well, hasta luego n till we meet again... CYA!!

A Meaningful Song

Dont Speak-No Doubt


Verse 1
You and me, Used to be together,
Every day together,
always...
I really feel, That I'm loosing my best friend,
I can't believe This could be the end;

It looks as though, you're letting go,
And if it's real,
Well I don't want to know...

Chorus
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Verse 2
Our memories,
They can be inviting,
But some are altogether Mighty frightening...

As we die, both you and I,
With my head in my hands I sit and cry

Bridge
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...


You and me I can see us dying ... are we?


*This song expresses exactly how i'm feeling now*

Cool Poem..

A Sweet Poem

I wanna die holding her hand,
I would love her more than any man;

She feels very greatly for this guy,
but i tingle even when she tells me hi;

I love her so much but she doesn't get it,
she makes life great, so i dont wanna quit;

She makes me go from sad to happy,
i love her beauty, even when her hair is nappy;

She gives me butterflies like no other,
i love her so much but she loves another;

The slightest touch from her makes me shiver,
her big beautiful smile makes me quiver;

It's never gonna happen; me and her,
only small little rumors that said we "were";

But i cant do anything to make her change her say,
i cant give her a simple kiss and make her that way;

So why do i still love her if she doesn't love me?
because she is the one person that makes me feel free;

Why do i love her even though she pulls me apart?
good question why dont you ask my heart.

Another Week Ahead!!

God-powered Generation (G2)

Yesterday, G2(youth) was crazee!! It was so awesome. There was juz something different in the atmosphere. The past few youth meetings have been kinda on the downfall side BUT yesterday was brilliant. The presence of God was so strong. From the ice - breaker to the worship n then to the message, was all so powerfully anointed. I think it was one of our best. And i thank god that its only gonna get better. The prayer meeting we had on saturday must have definately played a role in G2's successful meeting. Prayer is so powerful. I was really encouraged n loved it...

Life Lines

I juz conducted an interview with one of the managers of TGI Fridays, 1 Utama, regarding my double module project. It was really short but it was good. I guess i've kinda got most of the information i need d. Juz have to hope n pray that i can complete this project. Oh lord, i need wisdom. This project is really beyond my ability. I need strength too. Besides the full-load stress of this proj, i've got other serious issues that's buggin me too. I really need god's help in this. I need peace of mind. I really dun wanna waste my time thinking bout this issue, coz i need to focus on my project, but i keep worrying n wondering bout this whole crappy issue. Arrggghh, i'm so stressed. I tell you, I Love Sundays, coz i feel so peaceful, n i dun need to think bout anything but church. BUT when monday comes, the stress is all out again. Oh man! But thank god for his support. This issue is driving me nuts. haih... so untrustable some ppl are. They say one thing (juz not to offend you) but do another behind your back, N they think that you wont find out. Oh well, thats life eh? But its ok...

I'm Back!!

Hey ya'll... I'm back to bloggin' hehe... Have been really bz, n i must admit, i've been really lazy to blog, so didnt do so for some time...haha. Oh well, a lot's been happening in my life... Some really interesting stuff, really crazy stuff, really sad n dissapointing stuff, n also some really great stuff. I'm dying over my Double Module Project(My final year proj). Its driving me nuts. I really do not know how i'm gonna manage it. Especially the programming part. I cant afford to fail it as well, or I"LL BE DEAD!! haha. But so far the documentation's kinda ok. I've not shown my lecturer my updates in a LOOOOOONG time, n she's hunting me down like a dog...hehe... I'm tryina' escape from her everyday.hehe. To make matters worse, i juz got back from the philippines n i FORGOT to apply for leave, n she's all burnin' up when she thinks bout me! I bet she's gonna scream so loud n bite me or something when she sees me... haha... I've been runnin' for three weeks now... haha... Oh man, trust me, u dun wanna mess with her, Ms. Leong's her name. She's pregnant all the time, so u can imagine her level of irritation...hehe...

Youth Ablaze 2006 Summer Camp Philippines..

Just got back from Santiago, Philippines about three weeks ago. Had an awesome time. The best time EVER! Great praise n worship, great sermons, great encounters, great ppl... 6 of us went representing our youth movement, God-powered Generation(G2) @ Christian Life Center. N we've also had Mr.Ravi from Grace Church Shah Alam. We had a great time ministering to them n also being ministered to. The crowd was close to 500 during the day sessions n around 700 during the night concerts.

Personally, it was a very relaxing n enjoyable time for me. Although my pastor asked me to share a 5-10 minutes msg, n u know my fear of mics!! Oh man!! That was stressful...hehe. But other than that, it was a good time for me to get away from all the stress n troubles n juz focus on the one thing that i love doing, MINISTRY! I felt so free n so great. Didnt want it to end.


Pastor Mark Ritchie was the person in charge there. N he took care of us sooo well. Juz like last year. He fed us non stop... hehe... his favourite line, "Care for some juice guys?" with his scottish slang. hehe. Great guy. His family too. He's got two cute kids.... Oh my they're like dolls or something. So lovely. n he's married to the sweetest women alive. hehe... A great bunch of ppl. The rest of the philippino ppl were great too, bro.Bong, Ps.Nemy, Lilian, Ps.Jun, juz to name a few. The pic on the right is Pastor Mark..

Oh well, then came the time to get back home!! Back to reality... hehe... A part of me couldnt wait to go home, coz i was missing my family, the food, my frens, n my church. Not really missing college though...hehe But definately missing my college buddies. Another part of me felt so reluctant to go back coz, its back to PROJECTS!!! argghhh n some other relational probs... hehe...

The image right at the top is the group that went for the missions. From left: - Ravi (Keyboards), Me (Guitar - lead), CK (Bass), Rev. Joseph Ramayah (Guitar & Preachin'), Jesu (Drummer), Clarance (Worship Leader)