Monday, August 14, 2006

Free Bird!!

I'm a free bird!!! Wooo Hooo!!! I'm all done with exams n shyte!! hahaha... Overjoyed with freedom! I've been Liberated!! ahahaha. Now, i'm juz gonna lay back n enjoy the last 'long' holiday of my life. In two to three weeks time, i'll b workin, n there won't b no holidays no more!! I'm sooo not used to NOT Doing ANYTHING!! The first day of my hols was scary, coz i was confused! Was wondering wat to do! Too much freedom... hahaha...

Had a small get-together with a couple of ma' closest and most reliable buddies last week, n damn, i got wasted. Its been like a year since i've got wasted like that. Yeah yeah, laugh it loud, guys... haha. Other than that, have been goin to the movies like crazee, juz to catch up with the world, u know wat i'm sayin!

Went to college today coz CF had an appreciation lunch for everyone. So, it was like super cool. Just lunch n games, n testimonies. Fun time. After that, i went to meet up with some of ma' buddies from the Student Affairs Office... They're like INTI's best staffs ever!! haha. Gonna miss them like crazee.

Well, i'm off to ma' lazing around in ma' lonesome liberation again... Till then....

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Post - VIVA

DoUbL3^MoDuL3 PrOj3cT

Oh yeah!!! My double module project is completed a 100%, n my viva presentation is done! I cant express how relieved i am. I'm so happy that its all done. Now i've got only two papers to sit for next week, then i'm DONE!!! Aku kerja wei..... hahaha. Can finally start working. My VIVA was a total miracle. All glory to god. I really wanna thank those who kept me in their prayers. Prayer's really powerful. As mentioned in my earlier blog entry, my supervisors were all out to fail me. They were like finding fault with everything. They didnt think that i was capable of delivering such a project, so they said that i outsourced it. When i started my presentation, Ms. Leong, my first supervisor immediately told me to skip all these NONSENSE (that's exactly wat she said), n then she asked me to go straight to my system. N she was not interested at all, as i presented my system. My third supervisor (whom i only knew on that day) was an angel. Ms.Shee was her name. She was the only one that was so interested n was supporting the things i've presented. After presenting my system for about 15 minutes, the remaining 45 minutes was HELL! The two main supervisors were questioning me in & out about my coding. BUT thank god, coz if you know me, i'm not a public speaking person, i freak out during presentations n i cant hold a proper sentence, BUT coz of prayer, i was super confident, n i aswered evry question boldly n confidently, till they were out of questions. They were trying to make me nervous n stuff by laughing each time i answered, tryina' make it seem like i've answered wrongly, BUT i did not change any answers. Finally, they both had nothing to say, till my stupid second supervisor, Mr. Tan B C asked me a stupid ass question. He asked me, how many tables i've got in my database. So i answered him, then he checked, n it was right. Then he asked me, how many columns i've got in the first table. I mean, c'mon! Who would memorize those stuff! Real numb nuts! But thank god, the night before, i memorized every entry of that particular table. So i was able to asnwer him, not juz the number of columns, but along with the details in it. After that, they juz shut their mouth, n my VIVA ended. HAHA... i came out a victor!! Thank you LORD!!

S.A.L.T - ShAh aLaM LiF3 tRiBuT3

The S.A.L.T Music Fiesta in Grace Shah Alam was awesome!!!. I went there straight after my church's service, n i was there till bout 10.30pm, thats around 7 hours of non-stop live music. I love this kinda things. I could go on for days. All the bands were great. So much local talent that i've never seen before. Especially our local praise & worship bands. They were so awesome. The songs they wrote were tremendous. Finally when GMB came on stage, that was the killer! It knocked everyone out! They are by far the most AWESOME band i've heard & seen live before. Super tight, super skillful, super creative, n all of that in perfect timimg, n in perfect worship. Loved it! SALT totally Rocked!!

LiF3 LiNeS

Well, was thinking alot last night after worship prac in kl. One of my close buddies was saying that she really misses alot of things in the past. She misses the lifestyle n the frens n stuff. N it got me thinking alot. Coz i've been feeling the same for some time now. N i really do miss the way things used to be. I miss my life, as it was a couple of months ago. I miss the excitement, the fun, the laughter, n everything. And i thought to myself, it would all still be the same today if i hadn't made certain choices n said certain things. If only i did wat i always do best, that is, keep everything inside, things would be juz like how it used to be. I totally regret. But wat can be done? There's no use cryin' over spilled milk. Wat is done, is done. Now, i juz have to accept the results, face the consequences, n of course try n make things better. I'll juz try to make the best of it. Well, i guess that some things are beyond our control, no matter how hard n how much we worry bout it, n how much we want things to be different, the best thing to do, is to look forward n juz trust GOD for a better life ahead...