Pre - VIVA...

2mrw is my VIVA!!!! Oh man, i'm sooooo freakin out right now. I've been so stressed since last monday. Firstly, the documentation was stressing me out. Now that the doc is done, the system's stressing me out. All of a sudden, i'm finding so many errors in the system, n VIVA is 2mrw!!! My gosh!! So stress!!! I really dunno wat to expect in viva. I'm so scared that they might question me on my coding, then i'm doomed!! In order for me to b able to juz come up with even one line of programming, i need to b super relaxed. If they ask me to do so 2mrw, i wont be able to do it coz i'll b sooo freakin tensed!! They're already thinkin that i outsourced my whole proj, so the only way for me to proove them wrong is by showing them i can do it myself! BUT wat if i'm too tense, n i juz cannot do it? am i gonna fail then?? oh man!!! I cant afford to fail this! I worked my ass out fo this. Well, i'm juz gonna pray n ask god for favour with these demonic lecturers i have!! Oh man, i'm gonna need lotsa prayer for peace too. Pray for me, aight guys? Its all in your hands, LORD.... am juz gonna trust you.

Crazee!!

DoUbL3^mOdUl3 PrOj3cT

YAY! My DMP is finally done. I passed up my Double Module Project's Documentation yesterday. It was flippin' 260 pages long. Even i couldnt believe that i wrote that much. Damn! I didnt realize it until i compiled the whole thing. I spent 68 bucks juz to print n bind the damn thing. That's coz i had to print three copies. Two for my supervisors n one for me for my presentation. Its like a HUGE burden being lifted, man. So happy that its finally done. But i've still got my system that i'll only need to hand in during the viva presentation itself. The system's about 90% completed, so it shouldnt b a prob. My viva is next thursday @ 9.45am till 10.30am. Feeling all nervous juz thinkin bout it.

DiLeMmA

There's a small problem though, my first supervisor is ms.Leong, who is freakin moody 90% of the time coz she's always pregnant. And when she's not pregnant, she's 90%worse! Besides that, i dunno whats up with her lately, she's juz pissed with me, i guess coz i never went n approached her about my project, in fact i never even attended my proj class, as i found it not necessary, n i didnt need her help. That's coz everytime i meet her up to discuss my proj, she's always angry, n she finds fault with the smallest things n always asks me to re-do my reports n stuff. So if i kept seeing her,my end-result will never be there, coz i'll still be tryin'a please her wishes in my phase reports. So i decided, i rather NOT see her at all. So now she thinks that i outsourced my system n documentation coz she doesn't believe that i'm capable of doin it ( she told me this, btw). Oh MAN, n she's one of my JUDGES for VIVA!!!

My second supervisor, who is my SECOND JUDGE for VIVA is, Mr. Tan B. C!!! Of all the damn lecturers in INTI, i've got Tan B.C. I've spent 4 years in college building super good rep with so many top IT lecturers, thinking that i'll definately get one of them for my viva, n they'll be all nice. BUT i get the one lecturer that i HATE, n who HATES me back. He was my JAVA lecturer. As u know, i n programming don't go well. So i'll always sleep in his class, so he hates me. I only grew to dislike the fella' when my friend, shu ling was doing her DMP last year. This is coz, he was her supervisor as well, n shu ling ( ah ling) used to use my laptop to show Tan B. C. her work progress, n my laptop's wallpaper has my photo on it, so he asked her, "He's your friend ar??? haih...."....
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN, u ugly fella'!! haha... btw, he's a damn incest fella... Rumour has it that he was dating one of his students... hmmmm, no wonder she passed her DMP. Oh, n u know what? I'm so unfortunate, coz i'm the ONLY one in my program that has TAN B. C. as my supervisor!!!!

ConCluSion On DMP!!

So now i've got two flippin' screwed up supervisors/judges for my viva. The third one, i'll only know on that day itself. So lets hope for someone good. Btw, i've never went n met up with Tan B.C. at all this whole sem too, coz again, i didnt need his help or insults. Besides, i was already attending extra tution classes from an expert in ASP.Net hahaha... Anywayz, i've done my best, so i'm juz gonna do ma' best for viva too, n hopefully i pass. I'll pray for favour with my supervisors. I'l ask God to tame 'em roughnecks.... haha

LaSt ICF!!!

Yesterday was also a very emptional day for me (although i cover macho maximum). Coz it was my last CF... my LAST CF!!! Oh man!! I was mentioning bout it last year in my blog n i was saying that, i dun wanna think bout it, coz its a long way to go... n i cant believe that its here already!! Time flies!! So super emo yesterday. Jia Jia called us (those who were leaving) out for prayer n one last ICF greeting (CHAPATI!! haha... among the guys). Then Michael said a long emo prayer(hehe...), so was tryin' ma' best not to concentrate too much or else, i'll be all... errrr.... "Not macho"...hehe
I was juz reflecting back on my whole college life n especially ICF, honestly, i have no regrets whatsoever. Every single second i spent in ICF (INTI CF) n with ICF-ers, was worth it. I am so honored that i even had the opportunity to serve in CF for as long as i could. ICF made a whole lotta difference in my college life. It has impacted my life in ways, i'll never be able to explain. I'm sooo gonna miss College n CF. Oh man, now i wish that i could fail a coule of subjects juz to stay a lil longer... haha, juz kidding. Oh btw, Ms. Khor (leik leik), my super duper cool advisor, actually more like CF's advisor is resigning!! :( awww... so many good byes!! Emo la wei.... Yeap, she's resigning from INTI. Oh while i was at CF yesterday, there were sooooo many new ppl, that i hardly even know their names. But they're a super bunch... lame, down to earth, n god-lovin'.... super cool, coz as far as i know, all the generations in CF had that attributes... hehe. N they've got great potential, n they're like all stepping up to serve, n its juz their first sem at INTI, some of them. Its good to see that. Well, thats all for now... will update soon. Damn hungry la, need to go eat... hehe... n then dwell in my emo-ness n look at old CF photos n videos, n then call up Ah ling or some other old CF-ers n stuff.....hahaha.... CRAZEEE!!!!

Wonderfully Made!!

PrOj3Ct$!!!

yay! i managed to complete two of my projs d... So, thats 2 down, 2 to go (excluding my final proj). Damn, got a test today somemore. Totally forgot bout it. Juz when i thought i could breathe a lil after finishing two projs, i get news from Adrian that we've got a test today. DAMN!! hehe.. Oh well, i'll get to breathe all i want in a month's time. Juz need to hang in there a lil longer.

DoUbl3 MoDul3 PrOj3Ct...

My final proj (DMP) is going kinda well actually. This tuition that i'm goin for is really helping. My system's about 80% completed d. BUT my documentation's freakin' far away! oh damn, i dunno how la. Now, suddenly i have no probs in prgramming the system, but ma' brain's all jammed up when it comes to the documentation. I dunno wat else to write! Oh man...

C3ll GrOuP

Oh Cell was kinda cool yesterday. It was really surprising too, coz keith n stewart showed up. N they showed up w/out anyone buggin them to come. Thats so cool. Really happy that keith's comin', on his own summore!! That's super cool. Really made my day, seeing them in cell yesterday.
Well, at fisrt it was juz the regular us n we were about to start worship, then suddenly,clarance's hse door opened, n we were like, "eh, who could it be", and there was Stewart. We were all shocked n were like, "yay, cant believe you're here man! we were juz asking where have you been for so long". Then we started worship n then the door opened AGAIN! This time we were all really clueless n were like, "Who could it EVER b?". Then it was KEITH!!! My gosh, can you believe that. I was juz buggin him to come for cell, like i do always, n he was like,"no la dei, damn tired la". Then suddenly he shows up. Thats super cool man. In the midst of worship! Perfect!!

Our lesson in cell yesterday was great. We all got a piece of paper n we had to pass it around n we had to write something nice about the owner of that paper. So at the end of the round, your paper is filled with nice things written by everyone in the cell. Debs was gettin emotional all... hehe... nah, juz kiddin. But it was really nice to know how ppl think bout you, n in return you get a chance to write something nice for everyone too. Well, EVERYONE was blushing when they read their paper. It was a good lesson, it reminds us of how unique n different we are. N most of all, it reminds us of how wonderfully n beautifully we were made.

...I miss you...

Bon Voyage World Cup 2006!

First of all, Felicitazione Italia! Bravo!!! And condoléance ma' fellow français!!!! haha...
Definately glad that France went home as loosers!! haha...
Below are images of some of the Hottest fans of world cup 2006!!


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Stressful yet Interesting

Had an interesting but stressful week. My projs are due real soon. Especially my DMP. Oh man, juz thinkin bout it gets me all stressed up. I'm going for tuition now, to assist me in my programming, coz i really suck at programming. My documentation's still pending. Other than that, i've got 2 other assignments, n two other projs that needs to b handed in real soon too. Its killing me. I have cut down on every possible leisure time edi. I hardly hang out with anyone nowdays. All i do is, go to college, get back home, eat, n back to projs again. Except for days when i have things in church. Then i've also got tuition classes now, that's at least 3 times a week. The only leisure i had this past two months or so is, WORLD CUP!! But even that's adding stress on me... hahaha...

Oh man, i'm soo soooo sooo bz. On top of that, i've got so much stuff to prepare for church. But am not gonna cut down on church activities coz, i love doing it. But i do have to cut down on attending some meetings n stuff. Juz for this remaining month. Oh man!!
I've never even gone for CF this whole semester!! n its my LAST semester! Oh man, i'm so gonna miss CF. I wish i had the time to go for it this whole sem. It would have been great.
Now, i totally understand why my seniors were super stressed out in their final sem.

I used to wonder, how bad can it be?? haha... DAMN! I finally understand. N i have no idea how u guys have pulled through. Well, i'm juz gonna b trusting God on this one. Coz i have a history of handling responsibilities that are beyond my ability. Last tuesday's cell was very important to me, coz it reminded me of how many situations i was dumped into, that was beyond my ability, n god saw me through. So, this is one of those times, therefore am juz gonna trust god again.

Another thing thats been bothering me is, well, my .... err.... *how should i put it*.... hmm, yeah, my LIFE ITSELF! I cant say much about this situation here, coz i might get beat. hahaha....
All i can say bout this situation is that, i miss life as how it used to be 3-4months back. If i could turn back time, i would restart this year. Although most of my projs' stress n stuff were already hittin me real bad 3-4months back, but i was able to go through it real well, simply coz i was a happy person, n coz i had someone who made me feel that way, Therefore it was easier to go through life. Its kinda difficult now, especially coz i'm only juz TRYING to be happy most of the time.
Its truly a whole lot easier to go through life when you're happy. When ur not, n juz tryin'a b, it takes a lot out of you.
Besides that, i'm also facing massive financial difficulties. Actually more like my parents are facing it. BUT obviously its affecting me too. No further explanation needed here.
haih....
really speechless. Oh well, as u can see, its more like STRESSFULL rather than INTERESTING. But i'mma tryin'a b positive, so, yeah, Stressful yet Interesting....

Disappointed!!

OH man! I'm so dissapointed with Brazil's performance last week!! What were they thinkin of?? How could they play so crappy? I bet'cha its another "SOLD" game. These damn south american teams always sell their games. Oh man, really sad that Brazil's out! Ronaldo especially, played so shitty! BUT i am pretty happy that england recieved some good ass-whoopin'. haha...
Well, i guess the remaining games would definately be clean n "bribe-free", since they're all european teams. They all have strong economies, so why would they wanna sell their games?
Anyway, my prediction for the finals would definately be Germany vs France, although i hope that the french get knocked out. Viva la Portugal!! Go ma' fellow Portuguese senoras... hehe

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